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第一百四十五章
夏垚第一次感觉到身体内彻骨的疼痛,他浑身如被尖利的物质不停的穿梭着,他为自己的愚蠢感到恼怒,为父兄的隐瞒而恼怒,为了父亲的笃定为恼怒,更为无形中辜负了妻子的自己而恼怒。
就算有再多的改变,他骨子里仍是那个不可一世的少爷,他不允许自己被蒙蔽,不能接受关于自己的事情像这样被操纵,特别是对他刚刚开始的新生活,怎么可以让别人指手画脚,哪怕他是父亲。
夏垚这些年横行霸道,已经养成了这种唯我独尊的性格,也许是在林乖乖的身边时间久了,他才学会了收敛,学会了体会别人的的心情,学着收起自己身上的刺,可是一旦他被刺激到,他仍会暴露本性,仍会不予余力的竖起保护层,强势的保护好自己,哪怕会伤到别人。
直到现在夏森才深刻的体会到夏垚坚守一份感情的决心,之前他只以为那是属于弟弟夏垚的执着,却不曾想,夏垚居然会投注如此深沉的情感,就连夏垚原本桀骜不驯的性格,也成了加深他决定的手段。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏垚的反应也是大大出乎了夏父的预料,他显然没有做好心理准备接受儿子的苛责,更没有想到夏垚的反应会这样剧烈,夏父不知道是生气的,还是震惊的,直觉得有口浊气压抑在胸膛,吞吐不出。
“夏垚,住嘴,你怎么和父亲说话呢,没有规矩。”
夏森缓过神,第一时间做出了反应,上前拦住了冲动的夏垚,夏森不愿看见父子反目的一幕,更不想他们冲动之下做了悔恨终生的决定。
“大哥,不必再劝我,我说的句句属实,都是心里话,今日,我既然已经知晓你们刻意隐瞒我的事情,我们就索性打开天窗说亮话,我既申明了我自己的立场,也请你们放弃利用我来联姻的荒谬想法,如是让我和天银山共存亡,我认,绝无半点怨言,我欠我妻子的来生再报,可是要我停妻再娶,放弃挚爱,绝无可能。”
夏垚安耐住心中的不快,再一次表明自己的立场,他虽自认为自己是非常的自私,却不能否认,他是不可能太过自我,更不可能彻底的割裂与父亲的关系,以及与天银山的关系,他更加相信父亲所担心的事情,没有了天银山,他夏垚也许也无法继续生存下去,可是,他夏垚也不是贪生怕死之徒,在迫不得已的情况下,他甚至可以为了父兄,为了天银山牺牲自己,就算是这样,他到生命的尽头也算是对得起林乖乖的感情,他宁愿用这种方式欠下林乖乖的幸福,也不愿意做一个抛弃妻子,大义凌然的英雄,好似为了芸芸众生,实际上却是苟且偷生的胆小鬼。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏森看着夏垚冒火的目光,到了嘴边的话,也只能咽下,他本就不想逼迫夏垚的,尤其是看着如此激动的夏垚,他怎么忍心再去伤他一分,说起来还是他这个兄长无能。
“你,你怎会这样决绝,你到底姓夏,怎么可以这么自私。”
夏父颤抖着双手指向夏垚,嘴上指责着他,心里却苦涩一片,原来孩子都已经长大,再也不是作为父亲的他能控制的了的,而更想不到的是,夏垚居然遗传了夏家执拗的性格,还有那痴情的毛病,一下子,作为父亲的他,实在是不知道该怎么办才好,总不能看着自己的儿子走向“歧途”吧。
“曾经,父兄的离开,我便想,我为何要姓夏,难道姓夏的就该高高在上,不可一世,没有亲人,没有朋友,身边围绕的只是阿谀奉承的小人吗,如今我宁愿自己不姓夏,没有了这束缚,就不必生活的这样忐忑,甚至此刻我想,若是我只是个普通的人类,我也许会生活的更加幸福。”````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏垚一副豁出去的架势,不管什么该说不该说,他都没有放过,他甚至说出了父亲的软肋,夏家人的悲哀,也许夏垚就是故意的吧,当时的他就好像是只刺猬,保护自己的最好方式就是把自己全身都变成武器,谁要触碰就要付出代价,他甚至大逆不道的说出了妖精的忌讳,自古以来,妖精都是以唯我独尊的品行要求自己,他们认为自己才是这个时空内最为高贵的物种,夏垚言语中嫌弃自己的身份,而且还设想自己是人类的想法,必然会激怒他的父亲。
“你,你这个逆子······”
夏父扶着胸口,说不出的难过,夏垚说了不该说的话,可是他却不能反驳,曾几何时,他也有想过夏垚所说的问题,可是真的听见自己的儿子说出来,他又有些无法接受。
“夏垚,少说一句吧,父亲身体本就不好,有话我们以后慢慢说,大哥一定不会委屈你,我们再慢慢想办法······”
夏森被挤在中间很难做,只能祈求作为晚辈的弟弟夏垚的谅解,他现在只能希望一切都是还有机会扭转的。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
“大哥,我的话已经说完了,我是不会放弃我的妻子的,而且现在,我就要离开了,我要回到她身边去,这个家里,让我感觉不到一丝温暖,我要回到我和我妻子的家中去,如果有机会,我会回来看你们,天银山有难,我也会义不容辞和大家共患难,可若是你们执迷不悟,想要出卖我的婚姻来解决问题,我便认为这是你们逼我离开的理由,那就请原谅我这个‘无情无义’不孝子吧。”
夏垚觉得自己的忍耐已经到了极限,他不想在这个陌生的家里再停留一刻,他需要的真正温暖的家,就好像有林乖乖的地方,他才能觉得安心、舒心,他没有办法在这个冰冷的家中,继续听着来自至亲的训斥以及不理解,他必须离开,回到那个能温暖他的港湾。
夏垚说完便跑了出去,飞快地跑着,不顾身后夏森声嘶力竭的叫唤,一转眼就没有了身影。
“夏垚,夏垚,你站住······”
夏森追了几步,便知道,已经不可能追上夏垚了,他失望的面相夏垚消失的方向,无言以对。
“父亲,父亲,您怎么了······”
当夏森反身回到屋子里,他才发现夏父居然跌坐在地上,没有了反应,他吓坏了,不停的唤着父亲。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````... -->>
第一百四十五章
夏垚第一次感觉到身体内彻骨的疼痛,他浑身如被尖利的物质不停的穿梭着,他为自己的愚蠢感到恼怒,为父兄的隐瞒而恼怒,为了父亲的笃定为恼怒,更为无形中辜负了妻子的自己而恼怒。
就算有再多的改变,他骨子里仍是那个不可一世的少爷,他不允许自己被蒙蔽,不能接受关于自己的事情像这样被操纵,特别是对他刚刚开始的新生活,怎么可以让别人指手画脚,哪怕他是父亲。
夏垚这些年横行霸道,已经养成了这种唯我独尊的性格,也许是在林乖乖的身边时间久了,他才学会了收敛,学会了体会别人的的心情,学着收起自己身上的刺,可是一旦他被刺激到,他仍会暴露本性,仍会不予余力的竖起保护层,强势的保护好自己,哪怕会伤到别人。
直到现在夏森才深刻的体会到夏垚坚守一份感情的决心,之前他只以为那是属于弟弟夏垚的执着,却不曾想,夏垚居然会投注如此深沉的情感,就连夏垚原本桀骜不驯的性格,也成了加深他决定的手段。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏垚的反应也是大大出乎了夏父的预料,他显然没有做好心理准备接受儿子的苛责,更没有想到夏垚的反应会这样剧烈,夏父不知道是生气的,还是震惊的,直觉得有口浊气压抑在胸膛,吞吐不出。
“夏垚,住嘴,你怎么和父亲说话呢,没有规矩。”
夏森缓过神,第一时间做出了反应,上前拦住了冲动的夏垚,夏森不愿看见父子反目的一幕,更不想他们冲动之下做了悔恨终生的决定。
“大哥,不必再劝我,我说的句句属实,都是心里话,今日,我既然已经知晓你们刻意隐瞒我的事情,我们就索性打开天窗说亮话,我既申明了我自己的立场,也请你们放弃利用我来联姻的荒谬想法,如是让我和天银山共存亡,我认,绝无半点怨言,我欠我妻子的来生再报,可是要我停妻再娶,放弃挚爱,绝无可能。”
夏垚安耐住心中的不快,再一次表明自己的立场,他虽自认为自己是非常的自私,却不能否认,他是不可能太过自我,更不可能彻底的割裂与父亲的关系,以及与天银山的关系,他更加相信父亲所担心的事情,没有了天银山,他夏垚也许也无法继续生存下去,可是,他夏垚也不是贪生怕死之徒,在迫不得已的情况下,他甚至可以为了父兄,为了天银山牺牲自己,就算是这样,他到生命的尽头也算是对得起林乖乖的感情,他宁愿用这种方式欠下林乖乖的幸福,也不愿意做一个抛弃妻子,大义凌然的英雄,好似为了芸芸众生,实际上却是苟且偷生的胆小鬼。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏森看着夏垚冒火的目光,到了嘴边的话,也只能咽下,他本就不想逼迫夏垚的,尤其是看着如此激动的夏垚,他怎么忍心再去伤他一分,说起来还是他这个兄长无能。
“你,你怎会这样决绝,你到底姓夏,怎么可以这么自私。”
夏父颤抖着双手指向夏垚,嘴上指责着他,心里却苦涩一片,原来孩子都已经长大,再也不是作为父亲的他能控制的了的,而更想不到的是,夏垚居然遗传了夏家执拗的性格,还有那痴情的毛病,一下子,作为父亲的他,实在是不知道该怎么办才好,总不能看着自己的儿子走向“歧途”吧。
“曾经,父兄的离开,我便想,我为何要姓夏,难道姓夏的就该高高在上,不可一世,没有亲人,没有朋友,身边围绕的只是阿谀奉承的小人吗,如今我宁愿自己不姓夏,没有了这束缚,就不必生活的这样忐忑,甚至此刻我想,若是我只是个普通的人类,我也许会生活的更加幸福。”````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏垚一副豁出去的架势,不管什么该说不该说,他都没有放过,他甚至说出了父亲的软肋,夏家人的悲哀,也许夏垚就是故意的吧,当时的他就好像是只刺猬,保护自己的最好方式就是把自己全身都变成武器,谁要触碰就要付出代价,他甚至大逆不道的说出了妖精的忌讳,自古以来,妖精都是以唯我独尊的品行要求自己,他们认为自己才是这个时空内最为高贵的物种,夏垚言语中嫌弃自己的身份,而且还设想自己是人类的想法,必然会激怒他的父亲。
“你,你这个逆子······”
夏父扶着胸口,说不出的难过,夏垚说了不该说的话,可是他却不能反驳,曾几何时,他也有想过夏垚所说的问题,可是真的听见自己的儿子说出来,他又有些无法接受。
“夏垚,少说一句吧,父亲身体本就不好,有话我们以后慢慢说,大哥一定不会委屈你,我们再慢慢想办法······”
夏森被挤在中间很难做,只能祈求作为晚辈的弟弟夏垚的谅解,他现在只能希望一切都是还有机会扭转的。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
“大哥,我的话已经说完了,我是不会放弃我的妻子的,而且现在,我就要离开了,我要回到她身边去,这个家里,让我感觉不到一丝温暖,我要回到我和我妻子的家中去,如果有机会,我会回来看你们,天银山有难,我也会义不容辞和大家共患难,可若是你们执迷不悟,想要出卖我的婚姻来解决问题,我便认为这是你们逼我离开的理由,那就请原谅我这个‘无情无义’不孝子吧。”
夏垚觉得自己的忍耐已经到了极限,他不想在这个陌生的家里再停留一刻,他需要的真正温暖的家,就好像有林乖乖的地方,他才能觉得安心、舒心,他没有办法在这个冰冷的家中,继续听着来自至亲的训斥以及不理解,他必须离开,回到那个能温暖他的港湾。
夏垚说完便跑了出去,飞快地跑着,不顾身后夏森声嘶力竭的叫唤,一转眼就没有了身影。
“夏垚,夏垚,你站住······”
夏森追了几步,便知道,已经不可能追上夏垚了,他失望的面相夏垚消失的方向,无言以对。
“父亲,父亲,您怎么了······”
当夏森反身回到屋子里,他才发现夏父居然跌坐在地上,没有了反应,他吓坏了,不停的唤着父亲。````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````... -->>
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